Never gonna find a girl =(?

everytime i like a girl it never works out they never like me back. the last 2 girls i like played me nd pretended to like me. i hate how i look ppl are always tellin me im ugly. and i feel like im nvr gonna have a gf or get married or get anywhere. also i have a lisp so i cant have normal conversations wit ppl without sounding like a dumb which turns girls off evenmore. ive tried speech thearpy didnt help idk what to do anymore plz help!!!!